I just want to know how far I can be tested before I break. Right now I'm thinking of what I should be doing that I'm a better person and allot smatter that I stay calm but there are a few individuals that try to crack me up by saying the dumbest things just to sound tuff or to make their shadows look bigger!
I know things are not what they seem but when someone calls you talking shit without the full story why talk shit? Ask questions before you are read like a book and your story has already been told to many and everything you say contradicts what you are telling the caller. Whoever said anyone is perfect because if they think they are they are full of shit and the shit trail is a mile long. I guess when you don't care about what others think of you others want to think of you and talk about you just to hear your voice because they miss it. HA! I say. I will never break I have too much focus on the future that I rarely stay focus on the present I look beyond just to see what will happen if I could be in the next 10 minutes. I say what I say and mean it the way I said it you take it the way you want to because I know you will take it to a stupid level that I'm too far up that I just look down! I just want to write what was on my mind today because I had an interesting call and I've had these types of calls twice and I'm not waiting for a third to pop up. Just let it be known that I don't care what others say about me I don't care what you think of me I don't care what you heard about me and finally I don't give a "F" about anyone but the ones I love and if you know who you are it's because I've told you I do and the rest can kiss the darkest part of my body and I don't mean my ass!
